Welcome to the first blog post from a man who's been recently described in Poetry Magazine as a "grizzled, frayed-hair genius." I don't know what my hair has to do with anything. All I know is that Cherl is gone, Cherl is gone, it’s like a song except it’s not a song it’s my life. I’m not easy to deal with or live with or be around? I know this for sure now, it's been proven. She packed her Miata and is GONE.
Took what she thought was hers while I was in Feltonburg at the desert’s biggest antiques fair. True story. Was thinking of buying elephant painting. Retrospect, can’t believe I didn’t. Retrospect, can’t believe a lot of things. She left behind Lorenzo (her name for him not mine) which is just as well since the cat and I get along. (I begged Cherl to stay and work things out. Not trying to be some kind of hard-ass or hard-shell about this. For the record, I begged. Shameless: even if she’d stayed she would have remembered my begging and tears, never been able to forget it or respect me anyway. Self-defeating display of naked emotion, of the repulsive, non-requited, male stripe.) And Cherl was good for the poetry, too. She was, as we all know. Those who follow my stuff may (will) notice a severe, sudden and generally sickening slacking-off in terms of quality poems. Alert the biographer, if there is one. Reason for the watery, neutered, bitter verse circa summer ’08: Cherl is gone.
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